My Mess Up Life
05-01-09 (Monday), a day of tiredness, not to work but to my own life. I always felt that my life is always in a mess, a mess that is generated by myself. I really deserved to be miserable for life or not worth to be treasured at all.People always tell me that I'm a nice person, but i always never thought that i am that nice, maybe it is to friends or a person that fond of. Otherwise, i'm not that good at all, i know myself, people always say that you will never know who you are till the day people come and tell you. Yes, but i only agree this partially, somehow, i know myself quite well.
Is it true that man and woman are different? can a human scarifice itself to save other people? I will say yes, once i have watched a show called "Seven Pounds" by Will Smith. A man that is so close to be a saint, a person that willing to scarifice his life to seven people that are truly need help, a help to make them live better. Either for living better or gain their health back.
I felt that my distance between saint and me is mile away, a journey that I will never reach or seem from a short distance.