Friday, May 09, 2008

--:: Time Flies ::--

For what you know is that time flies, from the time I have touch down to Perth till now is about nearly 3 months time. And with that, I about to finish my first semester and now is so called "the curcial Period" when all my projects dateline are drawing near and my theory test is about 2 weeks or less away. Now, I am like rushing myself to study as much as I can and to asborb as much info as I can, hope to do well in the test and score well in the overall result.

My life, is not very interesting just books and computers every single day of my life at Perth. Ever since she left me, my life have not been any better. All i do is to buried myself under study and nothing else, I thought that is the best way to actually forget all the moments with her, but its not and not easy to actually forget about her in my life. As I was so use to her be in my part of my life and also planned to marry her and be my lifetime partner, but t doesn't turn out to be it. Got once, I really "collapse" and doesn't know how to get up anymore. The fall for this time is so great that the impact has somehow affected my life, at that point of time I shed my tears and ask myself "Is this the end?". In fact, it is the end of me and her, according to her saying that we are better of as a friend and not further more. For all the clashes that we have, in term of family background and "behaviours". I always thought that she is a girl that doesn't care about other family background, as long as both of us stand strong nothing is impossible. I think I was wrong, because she do mind about all these things.

In the end, I cannot pre-predict the path that I have set but to go along with it step by step. Pre-predict of path will not lead me to anyway but a dead end. So, I advise anyone that read my blog by accident, don't follow me. It is a foolish way to think or to do such things in life.